Truly Divine Tarot

My journey of the mercury retrograde- this weekend has tested me on so many level guys ive been so emotional crying feeling alone and i dont know if its something awakening and shifting within me or if its something more but i tell ya its something. Maybe i'm connecting with my twins energy at this time who knows but i have a few things that might help you guys if need it!! Already deep into Mercury Retrograde lasting into February 20th and beyond, we have the great opportun...ity to follow the deeper introspection of NOW. Deeper into your heart where all blessings take place through. WHICH is always NOW. Deeper into the WHAT IS. Relook, reorganize, REALIZE, restructure, everything to do with what is now. GO DEEP. In the midst of increasing COVID 19 and intense shifts of how life is NOW. We enter a monumental crossroads of integration within. REBIRTH. Rising out of the shattered, what was, into what is NOW. Into the newness of every moment. Into BEING that which the HEART only knows itself to BE. The NEW Divine Being. Being the flow of majestic awareness, of all that is forever and now. Blessing you in this transformation that takes place moment to moment. BE present and aware as all takes the stage of love, through the heart. ALL that is now. We bless you! See more

this mercury retrograde is taking its toll on me so emotional this weekend kind of feels like a huge shift or huge release of something anybody else?

So much snow has fallen

Today's message of the day speaks on self care before a butterfly emerges with beautiful Wings it spent time in its cocoon. Similarly this card is asking you to retreat for some much-needed rest and self-care. If you are breathing a sign of relief upon reading this that's another sign of the need for healing pause. Self-care can take many forms but the most important thing is for you to look after yourself in a way that promote your happiness health and high energy. This may involve a detox of your diet or getting away from any harm energy relationships or circumstances. Take great care of yourself and you will fly high and free like a butterfly

What is your Angel guidance today? Let me know if you'd like card pulled love light

this might be a touchy subject to some but i think its important enough to all be able to have a place to say ive been through that and i came out stronger..th...e word trauma bonding keeps coming up alot for me lately- for those who do not know what that is ...its a term use to describe an abusive relationship .Emotional abuse is often mistaken for love by those who are trapped in a cycle of abuse in their relationship. Trauma is surprisingly easy to overlook when the abuse masquerades as someone caring for you. Trauma bonding is a problem that many people trapped in abusive relationships don’t realize they’re experiencing because mental abuse often beats you down into ignoring various types of trauma as love. When you’re holding out to be loved, you can easily become drawn to an abusive relationship and misread the signs as love instead of abuse. So, how do you know if you are truly in love or caught in a blinding fantasy due to trauma bonding? from my experience,Have you ever fell in love hard and fast, but then it all came crashing down with abusive behavior? Did you feel surprised that it was hard to break away from toxic love? Real love doesn’t always hit so hard, nor so fast. Real love is steady and grows slowly when you get to know the real person. Whereas, being attached through a trauma bond can feel magnetic and captivating, when you are feeling lost love for someone. But, this is not real love, its attachment through the wound. other things like childhood traumas and how you perceive love when it is given to you ...basically you are left feeling abandoned and unworthy. In order to attach to the abuser, you learned to meet their needs and make them happy and you received love and approval. This became your equation for love. So, you learned to please your abuser in order to receive the love you wanted. this is a topic not to many people like to talk about i for one have been through my fair share of relationships but it only gets better when you put an end to the cycle you are not define by your past or what someone sees you as ..know that you are worthy and loveable and that if someone does not see that but choose to abuse you..you have every right to say "no" this is not happening anymore you have to believe you are worth more then being the sourse of someone punching bag wether physically or emotionally- im here if anyone needs to talks or wants more info their is a reason i was meant to make this post so love light for those going through dark periods.

Believe in your infinite potential. Your only limitations are those you set upon yourself.

To my forever divine masculine: I hope this letter finds you...gives you the peace you may need For awhile its been why did he do what he did? Why wasnt i enou...gh..untill i realize i was always enough,,,it just wasnt the right timing...somebody said to me awhile back that timing is everything...and as i reflect i can say this statement is truth, On this journey i have hurt. I have cried. I have been lost..scared and more alone...but on this journey i have found strength i have found purpose and i have found myself i know their was a reason you had to go and i just need you to know wherever you are ...ive never lost feelings or love for you. I saw something awhile back that really stuck in my head...Twin flame love is raw, real and rare ~ it comes when we least expect, can't understand nor have the patience to accept it, than its gone & the true test of fate starts to play. A bond built amongst the stars can't be tampered by an earthly experience, trust the distance, twin flames always meet again. You were meant to come into my life and shake my world up and i was meant to make you feel loved and alive again..thats the thing about twinflames we are meant to awaken this journey together to go through something that feels so unreal but in the end turns out to be the best thing to have ever happen to us. There will a season in my life that i felt it was unfair that no matter what i didnt understand the reasonings to why it was happening but through the season i have learned that sometimes things happen so better things fall into place sometimes what we need to do is trust have faith and enjoy the now im forever blessed for the opportunity to have had you in my life if ever it was only for a little while. He was the safe place I would go when the world became shaky, he would either guide me through the dark or awaken my sense to appreciate my light. And thats exactly what you have done i am more awaken now then i have ever been...missing you always and will always have a special place in my heart...untill we meet again.

happy wednesday guys i will be back in action very soon we are moved into new home and are settling ..thanks to all for wishes and love

My letter to you my divine feminine: This journey this process has been one of the most painful experiences that ive ever been thru...ive gone through so many e...motions have had so many thoughts ...what do i do? What do i say? How can i make this right? Time has been the only thing between us because my love for you today is as strong as the first day i laid my eyes on you. I know i havent always been the man you needed , i know i havent been the man you deserve but that dosent mean i dont want to be. That does not mean i dont think about what it would be liked to call you my wife or to call you my other half. It dosent mean i havent thought about married life or what it would be like to have kids one day i actually think of all these things alot to be honest You are on my mind more often then you could imagine..i wish i was as strong as you i wish i had the courage to admit that i was wrong and that i dont want to live my life without you anymore. Tell me ...do i ever cross your mind> do you ever just sit and think of ...what we could of been> where we would be at if i didnt walk away..because i do. Time away from you was the thing i needed and it isnt because i didnt care or i wasnt feeling you but i needed to see what life would be like without you...not having you by myside not being close.. I rely to much on you .. you were always there for me always an ear a shoulder and i took your friendship for granted...and i see that now i am sorry...sorry i never told you how i really felt. I now know more then ever that life is short and i dont want to live my life with regrets and not take chances...i know their is a chance i come forward and it be to late or the emotions will be to hard..but if i never take this chancee on speaking how i feel or atleast letting you know that no matter where life takes the both of us ill always be here for you.. Ill always be that shoulder and ear for you like youve been for me.you might be ready to get of the boat of our connection but i will drive this boat for the both of us until you are ready I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason There goes my hand shaking And you are the reason My heart keeps bleeding I need you now If I could turn back the clock I'd make sure the light defeated the dark I'd spend every hour of every day Keeping you safe Until we lock eyes again.i miss you

just felt really drawn to say this so im going to and maybe it can help someone: when the going gets tough and you've reached the bottom and the world feels like its caving in and your heart feels heavy and you have no idea what direction to go and the kids are screaming the bills are pilling up the food is getting low... i want you to know this...close your eyes and count to 10- listen to the sounds listen to that thing inside your chest called your heart. your heart is sti...ll beating and life is meant to be lived. we are here now because god has huge plans for you whether you believe that at this instance...i know what it feels to look in the mirror tears streaming down begging god to just fix.... feeling alone in such a big world... but happiness is your choice... wether you have a million bucks or a dollar you can get up every morning and tell yourself you know what i may not have everything i want right now but i have everything i need...i may not be where i want to be but thank god im not where i use to be...whatever storm your facing sail through the light you seek is closer then you can imagine close your eyes and vision something brighter for yourself you are loved adored and wanted by many.... much love, xxoo See more

yes i am grateful and thankful for the many people i have met and got to help and the many of people who i will contiune to meet and help

New room is starting to come together absolutely excited for Saturday my room that I haven't had since I was 19 crazy ...12 years waiting for my own space

how is everyone doing? things have been crazy hetic but 5 more days untill we officially move in and things will slowly get back into session- cant wait to channel again:)